utopia

Part three is entitled utopia. It was quite surprising, and the ending especially was quite shocking, although expected. Below are five quotes that I found interesting, or appalling.

1.       question of moral        

“Intercrural or oral! Ain’t a question of moral!” (pg. 127)

Smell Factor is watching a kids broadcast during dinner. What surprised me was the language usage in the world of the future, and the message being sent to the kids. It is affirming that either of those sexual orientations are alright and perfectly fine to be carried out. Honestly, perhaps for a late teen that would be a fine program, but a child?!

2.       observe the remarkable verdure

“’He says the language is dying and that words are being debased. So he tries to speak entirely in weird words and irony, so no one can simplify anything he says.’” (pg. 137)

                At least a few people in the world realize that the world is dying, and language is going with it. Slowly the world is declining through the constant usage of the “feed”. Words and speech are being used less and less in the future which is probably less vocabulary and less parts of speech are utilised.

3.       a day in the country

“But we have entered a new age. We are a new people. It is now the age of oneiric culture, the culture of dreams.” (pg. 149)

                This is basically an elaboration of the previous point. We finally understand that the people don’t really talk at all in the feed. Communication, advertisements are all done as a flow of images and videos; not previous speech usage and writing. DECLINE OF HUMAN CIVILISATION.

4.       fight and flight

“She whispered, ‘Talk to me. In the air.’” (pg. 169)

                Possibly, Violet and her father are one of the few people who realize what is really happening in the world. She realizes that she is dying and would prefer to discuss the issue in the open, using speech, as she wants to rebel till her last breath. Also, perhaps she doesn’t wish to document her emotions on this topic on the feed.

5.       our duty to the party

“She had broken somehow, and she was broken, and, oh fuck, she was sagging and I grabbed her to help her, and she was shaking, and her eyes were all white and rolling around, and she couldn’t talk anymore-

-she was choking- “(pg. 202)

                We finally understand what is happening with Violet completely. The feed is really controlling every part of you. It takes all of your movements and actions. It also takes the brain, and all possible control. We already knew that Violet really believed those things that she said as true, but all control was wrenched from her, so she couldn’t stop herself from saying it out loud.

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Finally, here’s the second blogpost on the book Feed. Actually, it was supposed to be posted earlier, but perhaps you can see why I had to get it done today (what a hectic weekend) So here’s the second part:

6. awake

“It felt like I was in a little room.” (pg. 43)

                The feed plays such a big role in the lives of the future people. Without the feed, they feel emotionally unreliant on themselves. They don’t know what to do, or say, and are so confused as to what is actually happening. Truly, this sentence proves how oppressed they are. Once oppressed for a long time, and then released, one is in confusion and feels small, scared, and even stressed.

7. college try

“Everything in my head was quiet. It was fucked.” (pg. 44)

                Reaffirms on the point stated above. The feed was a constant thing, that played a constant role in their lives. They used it as a crutch, and find it disconcerting to live without the constant talk and information stream in their head.

8. boring

“I couldn’t figure out even the littlest reason to paint a picture like that.” (pg. 45)

                The lack of creativity is quite astounding. Since they are dependent on technology to do most of their work, they cannot think for themselves. They don’t even understand the purpose of the painting; they don’t interpret it as ‘art’ or even ‘expression’. It also shows confusion, or an introduction to foreign ideas, lack of understanding, and even uncertainty. As my earlier post had touched on, this may be a recurring symbol or theme.

9. still boring

“Suddenly, our heads felt real empty. At least in the hospital they had better gravity than the hotel.” (pg. 46)

Oh, no. How will they survive without the feed? They feel as If they are missing something extremely important in their life, in their heads. Since they are so uncomfortable, they look for a point of solace, another recurring symbol; better gravity. It had been mentioned before, and they always comment on how gravity is very important, since all gravity on the moon is artificial. Gravity makes things fall back down, a centrifugal force. Therefore, it enhances the theme that all things must fall, or will fall eventually.

10. missing the feed

“Everything we think and feel is taken in by the corporations mainly by data ones like Feedlink and OnFeed and American Feedware, and they make a special profile, one that’s keyed just to you, and then they give it to their branch companies, or other companies buy them, and they can get to know what it is we need, so all you have to do is want something, and here’s a chance it will be yours.”  (pg. 48)

I don’t think that much needs to be said about this one. It’s quite self-explanatory; everything you do is noted. The corporations and the governments know your every move, step, all that you do. It is all noted, confirming my earlier suspicion that everyone is under control, their every step is tailored for them. They are controlled completely.

11. cache & carry

“I flipped through them sadly. I went back and forth between them.” (pg. 50)

                Although he may be talking about cached pages that he had saved earlier, it also represents his uncertainty, and furthermore proves that he may be a dynamic character. He is unsure and doesn’t know what to do. He goes ‘back and forth’ showing that he has a lot of choices and he doesn’t know what to choose. This may be a point later on in the story where he won’t know what to do.

12. night. and boring

“I hoped she could see my smile in the light of my brain.” (pg. 54)

                Violet is slowly changing Titus, and he really can see that. Both his heart and brain, not the Feedware, agree that she is someone important, and without bias wants to have her as a someone important in his life. 

13. father

“’Oh. Shit. Yeah, I forgot. No m-chat. Just talking.’” (pg. 55)

                People are so reliant on the Feedware for all their information and daily requirements. People even talk through the Feedware even though the person is right in front of them. This is quite saddening, as it shows that human civilisation is dying slowly, and once again, the species is going to die, although this is actually quite pathetic.

14. salad days, w/sneeze guard

“…and her eyes were vacant like she was seeing some other world, which I guess she was.” (pg. 58)

                The feed represents another mystic world, a world of want, rather than need, where everything one wants is right at their feet, or in their hands. It also represents that the feed takes you somewhere else, and controls you in a way that would not seem intrusive, but rather mystifying. At least that’s my opinion of it.

15. garden

“But a long time ago the glass ceiling over the terrarium had cracked, and so everything was dead, and there was moon dust all over everything out there. Everything was gray.” (pg. 62)

                Everything that is dead is grey. Sorry, I like the British spelling for things. Anyways. This terrarium could represent earth. The atmosphere may have stopped working, the ozone layer just dissipated, and the world is dying. That is why, probably, there is so much pollution, lesions, people aren’t really aware of the world dying. Perhaps, this is a symbol for death, and perhaps, we may see this symbol recur later on in the novel.

16. dead language

“She looked me in the eye. ‘No,” she said, ‘but that’s what I told you.’” (pg. 67)

                Deception is a great device. Also, Violet is portrayed as a slightly vague and mysterious person. She has lied, but is now telling the truth. It also symbolised uncertainty. Should we trust her or not? I predict she will cause great changes in Titus and make the book very exciting.

17. release

“It came down like frickin’ spring rains, and we were dancing in it.” (pg. 70)

                Water represents life, freedom and running free. All the friends found freedom and solace in the feed. Refer to above analysis.

What a weekend...

Heyo guys...

Yeah. I'm sleepy. It's morning, and I'm writing a blogpost. About my weekend in general. It was really fun, and productive, but really, I need some rest right about now.

So basically, this weekend, I had this MUN (Model United Nations) conference at my school, or JoMUN. I was apprehensive, since I was the only 9th grader in my committee, ECOSOC, and I thought I was going to do bad. Actually, what 9th grader joins the Economic and Social Council. (*points to me*).

Actually, I had so much fun, I don't even know what to do anymore. I was representing Sierra Leone, a country in West Africa. And my issue was the creation of a free trade zone in Africa. So basically, we have to write a resolution, actually, lemme just attach it for you so that you can see what we do.

Then we have to debate and make amendments. 

A few people made amendments, that really made no sense. I was like, "The delegate wishes to say that the delegate at the podium is very wrong....." Yeah, so basically, my resolution passed with no amendments. Congrats me. 

Actually, I really enjoyed my experience over the weekend, and I hope to have many more conferences as such. Anyways, guess I'll just go over to my bed and call it a day.... (even though it's morning XD)

moon

So this is going to be my first blogpost about the novel “Feed” by Matthew Tobin Anderson. It contains dialectical journals of the first part of the book. Without further ado:

1.       your face is not an organ

“The thing that I hate about space is that you can feel how old and empty it is. I don’t know if the others felt like I felt, about space?” (pg. 4)

I really liked this quote from chapter one. It was quite thought provoking, and if you search for it, it has sort of a foreshadow and/or symbolises a bigger concept. It foreshadows the possibility that Titus, our main character, is going to go through some dynamic changes, due to the fact that he questions whether others feel the same way as he does. Also, this quote symbolises the old, empty and mysterious ways of the world. It shows that the main character is very uncomfortable with silence and the thought of how things were before.

2.       impact

“It was at least good to get out of the hotel, because the rest of the city had pretty good artificial gravity, so if you dropped things, at least they fuckin’ fell.” (pg. 10)

                This statement was ironically contradictory. Titus and his friends are on the moon to enjoy. They do not like their hotel, as it is very “crummy”. They are new to the moon, and wish to explore what is the unknown, to them. They find comfort in the uncomfortable. They do not know the place, therefore it is a slightly uncomfortable experience, but the fact that the artificial gravity is decent, and lets things fall is their sole solace after coming to moon. Also, it shows that eventually everything falls, and everything ends up going after all. This may also be a major concept in this book; of sacrifices and letting things go.

3.       juice

“When she thought no one was looking, she opened her mouth. Something trembled there. Juice. She had filled her mouth with juice… I shifted. I watched the juice. For her own amusement, she was letting it go, gentle and sexy.” (pg. 18)

                This quote was quite interesting. It reaffirms the innocence and gayness that young people possess, and also how oblivious they are to their surroundings. It also may show a theme, perhaps, of breaking the rules. The girl (Violet) waits for the workers of the club to be preoccupied by another issue, and makes sure that nobody is looking at her when she does this. And the concept of ‘letting it go’ is mentioned once again.

4.       the nose grid

“Wrappers were turning through space like birds.” (pg. 21)

                This simile is very powerful. This shows that not only is civilisation failing through communicating problems, but it is also suffering through pollution. The world is slowly crumbling, and there is nothing that is being done to stop it.

“’There are times when you just want to sink through the floor,’ she said, ‘but then you realize there’s no air out there.” (pg. 23)

                I did a second one for this chapter as it did not seem fair to leave out this quote. This quote perfectly captures how one feels in a society of uniform order, when he or she is different. Violet is also a very logical person and her thought process is quite mature; similar aged people are quite confused, or amazed by her sophistication.

5.       the moon is in the house of boring

“I felt like a kind of kicking in my face and I discovered it was my mouth, which was saying the time of calamity thing, but at the top of my lungs.” (pg. 39)

                This is a very important quote representing how it feels to be oppressed and out of control. Titus cannot control his body, his thoughts, his broadcasting, his words. It is all out of his control. I believe that this will be another important theme in this book; not being able to be you.  I believe that everyone is being controlled, and their just not realizing.